September 4th, 2017

Dear Diary,

Today was going a lot better until about two hours ago. I actually thought this day was going to be a good one. Last night I texted Olivia, my girlfriend to see if she wanted to hang out today, just the two of us, and of course she said yes. We haven’t had the chance to be around each other because of going back to school, other curricular activities and the amount of homework that we get at night. Since we have a few days off from school I wanted to do something nice and spend some quality time with her. After all, we’ve been friends since first grade! She means everything to me, more than life itself. I texted her to meet me in the local Starbucks at 1 pm for a coffee then spend the rest of the day at the beach for a picnic. I just love to walk romantically down the beach as the sand pressing against our toes while the water washing it away. Being with her makes me so happy, she completes my life.

At 12:55 pm I sat in Starbucks waiting for Olivia to enter. She is the type of person to be always on time, which I love. I watched the people passing the window to watch out for my girl. Five minutes passed. Ten minutes! Thirty minutes! What was wrong with her? I took out my phone and phoned her. It rang, rang and rang. No answer. I tried her again. Texted her and also sent multiple snapchats. Nothing. Something definitely wasn’t right with her. I stayed on for another few minutes while I sat drinking my Caramel Frappuccino. An hour passed and still no sign of Olivia.

I got up and walked out of Starbucks. Looking left and right worried as hell wondering if she was alright. I called her home phone to see if she was home but with that I got another no response. I was really panicking. What if she was in accident? What if she was about to ring and someone kidnapped her? So many questions rang through my mind as I sat in my black JEEP. I contemplated calling the cops but she hasn’t been missing for at least 24 hours. That would be pointless. I turned the key in the ignition as my jeep roared to life. I looked at the time on my phone it was 2:13 pm. I looked all around me as I pulled out of the car space at edge of footpath and drove at full speed to Olivia’s house.

A few minutes later I was driving passed the black Camaro car parked outside Olivia’s entrance. A car I was too familiar with. What the hell was Gavin doing here? My best friend! Was he looking for me? Maybe that’s what held her up. As I drove passed his car, I saw Gavin kissing some girl, but that girl was mine. Olivia and Gavin were making out in the front seat of his car. Parked outside her house!!! That just made me sick. How could both of them betray me like this? Whatever they’re going to say will not change the fact that they are both in the wrong. They can come begging for forgiveness but they ain’t getting it from me. I kept on driving as this enormous feeling come over me as if my heart was breaking into tiny pieces. I never felt like this before. I don’t think I can cope with this feeling. Then the feeling turned to pain and tears poured out of my eyes. Down my face. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve and kept on driving. I just don’t know how to cope with this feeling. The pain, it hurts! She hurt me so much. I thought she was the one.

Obviously not!

I kept driving till I reached a store to pick up this journal. I want to write down how I feel because I think it will act as therapy for me. I can express my feelings and thoughts. They won’t be bottled up and it’s as good as speaking with someone. We will see how it goes. It’s 3:16pm as I write this and I feel a little bit better. Not the fact that Olivia has betrayed me but the fact that I can expressed how I am feeling and not be judged. Not that I should be judged but all the same. It is between me and the journal. I must go now and do some chores for mom. She’s bugging me ever since I came home early to do this and that. Can’t escape it but just do it. I might be on later if I have time.

It’s now 10:25 pm and I am sitting on my bed as I feel even worse about the whole thing. I am still furious and upset at her for what she’s done. I can’t believe my best friend would do something like that. He even sent me a text message asking how I was. As if I would reply to that backstabbing dumbass. Like what happened to guy code? Clearly that didn’t matter to him when he was shoving his tongue down my girl’s throat. The image I have of both of them makes me throw up. My mind has imprinted that imagine in my brain forever. I am afraid to go to sleep in case I dream and have to relive it all again.

**Ugh** I hope tomorrow is a better day but I know that it’s just going to get worse. So much to be answered but now is not the time for those. It is time to sleep.

Goodnight,

Kyle x

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Music Playlist: May 2017 Edition

Hello!

How are you? I can’t believe it’s been ages since I have posted on this blog. Sorry I have been away and decided to take a break. Today is Saturday and just finished work. Today was very sunny with high winds.

It’s Saturday so that means more music content came out yesterday. As I said previously on a post, Spotify, the digital music streaming platform, has a weekly updated playlist called New Music Friday UK, that is update every Friday with the best releases. You can follow that playlist and get up-to-date with new music. Since I haven’t posted in ages I am going to be talking about the last week of May of music releases and share my monthly playlist with you all to enjoy and share.

What’s on the end of my May Music Playlist?

  1. Little Mix– Power. Little Mix has to be one of my favourite female bands ever. Power is apart of their album, Glory Days. This song has so much raw talent telling us that the woman tells the man that he needs to understand that she wears the pants in the relationship.
  2. Lauv – I Like Me Better. Lauv is an New York based singer and songwriter who came out with this amazing song with feels of Shawn Mendes with this acoustic pop track.
  3. Talos – Contra. Talos has an amazing voice, this track has incredible beats, a perfect chill out song. Contra is apart of his debut album, Wild Alee.
  4. Martin Garrix – There For You. The next single by Dutch DJ Martin Garrix is There For You with vocals by Australian Singer, Troye Sivan.

If you would like to listen to all my May 2017 playlist and see what I have been listening to that month, have a listen below.

 

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This concludes the end of my post. Don’t forget to have a good day and smile.

Be Yourself! Be Happy! ☺♥

Till next time….Kieran G! xxx

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Hello!

How are you? Hope you are well. The weather has changed in Ireland, with sunny showers. The lovely weather lasted a long time but we are optimistic that the sunshine will return for the Summer.

Okay, so this post is going to be a very short one more of a self promotion post. If you are new to my blog and new to me in general, I have a YouTube Channel that I plan to upload videos with weekly content. The schedule has yet to be decided which I will determine in the next few days. Whenever I get a chance really!! If you want to subscribe to my YouTube just click on my link below and click the RED SUBSCRIBE button.

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Be Yourself! Be Happy! ☺♥

Till next time….Kieran G! xxx

Bloom

Hello!

How are you? I can’t believe it’s already Friday #BringOnTheWeekend. Another week done. Today is very dull here in Ireland. The weather seems to be changing but I hope not. We are after having an amazing couple weeks with sunshine.

It’s Friday so that means more music content. If you aren’t familiar with Spotify, the digital music streaming platform, then Friday is the day the majority of new music is released each week. To keep up to date with releases I have a playlist updated weekly by Spotify that you should follow. It is called New Music Friday UK, a collection of the best from the latest releases.

From this playlist I came across Go For Broke by Machine Gun Kelly Featuring James Arthur. The powerful voice James Arthur started this song then Machine Gun Kelly shot into the verse. This song has so much potential to be a chart topper.

Machine Gun Kelly also released his third studio music album, bloom today Friday, May 12.  I have five songs from the album that I really enjoy listening to, including the track with James Arthur called Go For BrokeMy second song is called At My Best. Machine Gun Kelly teamed up with Hailee Steinfield, American singer – songwriter and actress which smashed the charts. The song is raw and I feel it has a lot of meaning to Machine Gun Kelly.  The next songs from the album, bloom is called Rehab and Let You GoThe last song has to be the best ending to his third album, bloom. 27 captured me in the first 5 seconds of the song. I knew this song was going to be good one. Machine Gun Kelly pays tribute as he raps and sings to fallen legend of Kurt Cobain who died and to others at 27, which he (Kelly) is of that age now. This song is filled with emotion as the song goes from piano to a guitar solo.

A album definitely worth the wait. Machine Gun Kelly showed his full potential.  Have a listen below. Let me know what you think!!

Yesterday Thursday, May 11 saw the release of a new song by Chris Brown on Soundcloud entitled, Die Young featuring Nas. Chris Brown and Nas pays tribute to Chinz, which we are less than a week away from the secondary anniversary of the death of Chinz. The songs scream vibes of Breezy with his distinctive sound.

Also if you are new to my site, I posted last Tuesday May 2, Music Playlist: April 2017 Edition so go check it out and see what music I was listening to last month. Tuesday this week I posted a post called Sexy & Savage which I discussed more amazing music content released last Friday May 5.

Follow my May 17 playlist and see what music I am listening to this month including Halsey, Nickelback, Jonas Blue featuring William Singe. Have a listen below.

I hope you enjoyed reading this post and if you did share it with your friends and on your social media, like and reblog it. Don’t forget to follow my blog and be notified when I publish more posts. If you follow it would mean the world to me. Outside WordPress I can be read on a vast number of social media apps. Here are two of social accounts I have;

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This concludes the end of my post. Don’t forget to have a good day and smile.

Be Yourself! Be Happy! ☺♥

Till next time….Kieran G! xxx

 

Sexy & Savage

Hello!

How is your Tuesday going? Are you doing much today? What another lovely day here in Ireland. The sun is splitting the stones. I am here again with another post and with two new featured tracks apart of my May 2017 Playlist on Spotify. These two songs will brighten your day up even more.

Last Friday, May 5 saw the release of brand new music. On release was American recording artist Justin Garner with his brand new single Sexy and Savage, making a massive stamp on the music scene at the minute. This club banger is so radio friendly with feels of Usher and Ne-Yo R&B flavoured.

The music track is ready for the upcoming summer season taken from Into the Wild, from his upcoming EP which is later to be released during the year.

Sexy and Savage was released digitally and to streaming services on May 5th. Listen below to hear this massive summer track by Justin Garner.

A week later the music scene was impacted also with the release of the song called I’m the Oneby American Deejay, DJ Khaled including musical guest from Canadian star Justin Bieber, hip-hop artist Quavo, and the rappers Chance The Rapper and Lil Wayne. The impact that Shining received from music fans this body mover is the perfect follow up song. The song became available on streaming services on Friday, April 28th.

Also if you are new to my site, I posted last Tuesday May 2, Music Playlist: April 2017 Edition so go check it out and see what music I was listening to last month.

I hope you enjoyed reading this post and if you did share it with your friends and on your social media, like and reblog it. Don’t forget to follow my blog and me notified when I publish more posts. If you follow it would mean the world to me. Outside WordPress I can be read on a vast number of social media apps. Here are two of social accounts I have;

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This concludes the end of my post. Don’t forget to have a good day and smile.

Be Yourself! Be Happy! ☺♥

Till next time….Kieran G! xxx

Music Playlist: April 2017 Edition

Hello! 

How are you? Hope you had an amazing April. Last month was very busy for me, especially over the Easter period. The two weeks brought sunshine which shone all over Ireland. This was such a gift for us Irish people. When we get sun, everyone rushes out to get things done at home and also then enjoy the beautiful landscape of Ireland, by going travelling all around the country. Whether it’s along the Wild Atlantic Way or even the Ring of Kerry, there is always so much more to enjoy. Stopping off at out gorgeous beaches, taking a stroll along our woodlands and parks to spending the day out shopping in the various shopping centres and cities. There is always things to do for family and friends. With all that brought me amazing music content.

Last month I have been listening to a real great number of music, with all new tunes. Today I am sharing my favourites from my April 2017 music playlist on Spotify.

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What’s on my April Music Playlist?

  1. Chase Atlantic – Triggered. Chase Atlantic is one of my favourite bands ever. Triggered is apart of their album, Part Two containing three songs. This song is my favourite from that album.
  2. James Blunt – Bartender. I heard this song on All Round to Mrs. Brown’s as James Blunt performed this song as he was a guest music performer.
  3. Mo – Globetrotter. Winner of the The Voice UK 2017. Came out with an EP album of the same name, GLOBETROTTER, love his voice….so of course I would add this song.
  4. Luis Fonsi & Daddy Yankee Feat. Justin Bieber – Despacito (Remix). Justin singing in Spanish has to be one of the greatest addition in this Latin Song of 2017. This release was just MIND BLOWING!!! All in a good way and yet another favourite.
  5. Shawn Mendes – There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back. Another hit by Canadian Heart-trobber with feels of rock, pop and summer vibes. This song will be banging out at clubs worldwide with great opportunities of remixes for this track. A release just in time for summer. Well played Shawn! Can’t wait for the music video!!!
  6. Selena Gomez – Only You. Executive Producer Selena Gomez gave her vocals of Yazoo’s Song Only You, song released in 1982. First time hearing this song and by god Selena slayed this song, with is apart of the soundtrack of the new original Netflix series “13 Reasons Why”.
  7. Virginia to Vegas – Our Story. This song was released back in May 2015 but I only came across this song last month as part of their latest album, Utopian. This song has club vibes and head banger track. One of three songs that I like from this American-born Canadian singer.

Okay, this a taster of some of my April Favourites last month. What have you been listening to this month? Here is the full list apart of the Spotify Plugin.

Are any of the same songs on your April music playlist? Hope you enjoy!!!

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This concludes the end of my post. Don’t forget to have a good day and smile.

Be Happy! ☺♥

Till next time….Kieran G! xxx

Happy Mother’s Day 🌸

Just a little short blog post to wish all the fantastic mothers out there a very Happy Mother’s Day. Tell them all to sit back and relax all day. The one day they can!!

What did you get your mother for Mother’s Day? Leave it in the comments below and I’ll will respond! 🌸❤️

Till next time …. Kieran G ☺️